The Ballad of Us by Sasha Marshall Free Novel Chapter 24

Twenty-Four

RHEA

As the band and I finish putting on the finishing touches to the Belvedere Studio, the village grows excited with us. The guys don’t exactly hide the studio, but they’re selective about who’s allowed inside the circle to see what we’ve been up to and all the results from our labor of love.

Each day brings a new kind of project as another smaller one comes to an end. The construction timeline of the studio has been extended since we asked Leslie to join us and help transform the space into something better than we could have ever dreamed of.

Gray attends his three meetings a week, and if he needs more, he also attends those. He remains in close contact with his sponsor, Xavier, who’s been an amazing influence and mentor to Gray.

“He’s more… solid, I guess. Like he’s really here instead of just going through the motions.” Emma observes as we watch Gray through Mountain Morning’s window, loading equipment into his truck.

I pause, letting Emma’s words linger.

Did they see it too?

Gray is more involved in being present for everyone in his life, including himself. I recalled the early days when his struggles overshadowed us. His determination now fills me with hope and pride. His strength lifts me up, brightening each day.

“Two hundred and twelve days,” I say without thinking, then catch myself. “Not that I’m counting.”

“Of course you’re not,” Emma grins, wiping down the espresso machine.

As I open my mouth to respond, our quiet morning is suddenly interrupted. The door bursts open, and Leslie makes a dramatic entrance, carrying what appears to be fabric samples and a clipboard.

“Ladies, I need your aesthetic opinions immediately,” he announces, spreading swatches across our counter like he’s conducting a military operation. “My new house is finally ready for window treatments, and I’m torn between the sage green with gold accents or the dusty blue with silver. It’s a matter of utmost importance.”

Leslie’s house purchase, located down the street from the studio, took place last week, delighting every business owner on Main Street. The cottage house sits perfectly between Mountain Mornings and Mrs. Chen’s bookstore on the opposite side of the street, its rustic charm enhanced by a creaking porch and the pine-scented air. He’s covered the porch with hanging plants and “welcoming feng shui elements,” making it a vibrant spot in our village.

“Sage green,” Emma and I say simultaneously.

“See, this is why I value your opinions. You have instinctive design sensibilities.” Leslie carefully folds the blue fabric and tucks it away. “Speaking of which, I need to warn you both that I’m having houseguests this weekend. Old musician friends of mine who might be a bit… colorful.”

“Colorful how?” I ask because with Leslie, this could mean anything from mildly eccentric to completely outrageous.

“Well, Kip Knox is a rock star with all the subtlety of a neon sign and the mouth of a sailor on shore leave. And his girlfriend, Henley, is equally vivacious. They’re wonderful people, and they tend to make an impression.”

“More rock stars here in Dogwood Hollow? Anyone we’d know?” Emma perks up with interest.

“Kip’s band is Broken Access, and Henley fronts Abandoned Shadow. They’re both quite successful, though Kip’s success has more to do with his talent than his ability to behave in polite society.”

Before I can ask more about Kip and Henley, my phone buzzes with a text from Gray.

Gray: Xavier wants to meet you. Coffee after my session today?

The message makes my heart skip. Gray’s sponsor, Xavier, plays a crucial role in his recovery. Wanting to meet me feels significant.

Rhea: I’d love to. Is everything okay?

Gray: Better than okay. Tell you more later.

“Good news?” Leslie asks, reading my expression.

“Gray’s sponsor wants to meet me.”

“Oh, Suga Boo Boo, that’s huge.” Leslie claps his hands together as if he has personally orchestrated this development. “Sponsors don’t suggest meeting loved ones unless they think the relationship is healthy and supportive. It’s like getting approval from the recovery gods.”

The rest of my morning at Mountain Mornings passes quickly, filled with customers and anticipation for the upcoming meeting with Xavier. By three, when Gray picks me up, I’m buzzing with nervous energy. A small voice wonders if this time is different. Is the progress real? I breathe deeply, centering myself with small rituals that calm me, from counting breaths to tracing the outline of my cup. This time, I push aside my doubts and focus on our momentum.

“Relax.” He squeezes my hand as we drive toward Dahlonega. “Xavier’s great. He’s been wanting to meet you for weeks, but we wanted to make sure we were in a good place first.”

“Are we? In a good place?” Why am I doubting it when he just told me we are?

Gray pulls into the parking lot of a small coffee shop and turns to face me fully. “Rhea, we’re in the best place we’ve ever been. Individually and together. Xavier sees that, and he wants to meet the woman who’s been such a positive part of my recovery.”

Xavier Hernandez turns out to be a gentle man in his fifties, with kind eyes and the calm presence of someone who has found peace after a long struggle.

“Rhea,” he says warmly, standing to shake my hand when we enter the coffee shop. “Gray talks about you constantly. It’s wonderful to finally meet you.”

We settle into a corner booth. Our talk is the most honest I’ve had about addiction, recovery, and loving a person who’s rebuilding their life.

“Rhea, loving someone in recovery means supporting them without losing yourself. Be a lighthouse, guiding but not steering.”

Xavier warns about the “rescuer” trap, where helping becomes enabling. Through his stories, I learn to trust Gray’s progress, while still taking care of myself.

“Gray’s made remarkable progress,” Xavier tells me, stirring his coffee thoughtfully. “But more importantly, he’s learned to separate his recovery from his relationship with you. That’s crucial.”

“What do you mean?” My brows furrow in confusion.

“Early in recovery, it’s common for people to make their sobriety about getting someone back or keeping someone happy. But sustainable recovery has to be about the person themselves.” Xavier glances at Gray with obvious pride. “Gray’s doing the work because he wants to live, not because he wants to win you back. That’s the difference between recovery that lasts and recovery that doesn’t.”

“She never left, even when she had every right to. She just waited for me to find my way back to myself,” Gray tacks on.

“That takes incredible strength,” Xavier says to me. “And incredible wisdom to know the difference between supporting someone and enabling them.”

Our conversation covers warning signs, support, and how to help Gray’s recovery without taking responsibility for it. By the time we leave, I feel I’ve been given a roadmap for loving someone in recovery while maintaining my own wholeness.

“Thank you for taking care of him and for helping me understand how to do the same,” I tell Xavier as we prepare to leave.

“Take care of each other but take care of yourselves first. That’s the secret to making it work.” Xavier throws up a hand in a wave as he turns to head to his car in the parking lot.

On the drive back to the village, Gray is unusually quiet, and I can sense he has something on his mind. Xavier’s advice stands out long after we part ways.

“Penny for your thoughts?” I ask.

“Xavier thinks I’m ready,” he blurts out like he might implode if he doesn’t.

“Ready for what?”

“To start thinking about our future. Really thinking about it. Marriage, family, all of it.” He glances over at me, wearing a vulnerable expression. “What do you think?”

My mind drifts to an image of a sunlit porch swing swaying slightly under tiny feet, laughter dancing softly in the air. A wave of warmth and longing washes over me at the thought. The idea of planning a future with Gray would’ve terrified me six months ago, but now it feels like the most natural thing in the world.

“I think I’d like to hear what you’re thinking about when you think about our future,” I answer carefully.

“I’m thinking about a life where music, mountains, and morning coffee are all equally important. Where we support each other’s dreams without losing ourselves in them. Where reformation is just part of how we live, not the center of everything we do.” Gray is the only man I’ve ever known to speak so poetically when he’s passionate.

I tear up at the picture he paints of our future together. “That sounds perfect.”

“It does, doesn’t it?” Gray’s smile is soft and hopeful. “Xavier says the best relationships in recovery are the ones where both people keep growing, individually and together.”

“Smart man.” I really like that he has Xavier in his life.

The conversation naturally shifts to another topic when both of our phones chime with a text message at the same time.

“What in the world?” Who would be messaging us both at the same time?

Pulling my phone from my purse, the screen comes to life with an alert from none other than Uncle Leslie. I read it and relay his message to Gray. “Apparently, Kip Knox and Henley Hendrix are in town, and Leslie thought we might want to connect.”

After an easy drive back to the village, Gray and I step out of the truck and instantly spot Leslie waiting on his front porch, signaling the start of the weekend’s gathering.

“Perfect timing!” Leslie waves us over. “Kip and Henley just arrived, and they’re dying to meet you both.”

The couple sitting on Leslie’s porch swing is exactly what I’d expect from Leslie’s description. Kip Knox is tall and lean with an impressive collection of tattoos and the kind of natural charisma that makes crowds swoon. His girlfriend, Henley, is striking in a rock-goddess way, with platinum hair and the confidence of a woman who owns every stage she steps onto. The woman exudes the kind of energy that suggests she’s either your best friend or your worst enemy, but she also has a peaceful air about her. Her partner seems more like a toddler who can’t sit still… or stop grinning.

“Gray fucking Garrison!” Kip jumps up from the swing with a grin that lights up his entire face. “I heard through the grapevine you were living up here, but I figured it was just industry gossip. Bruh, we’re only like two hours and change from here down in Macon.”

“Kip Knox,” Gray responds with equal enthusiasm, accepting a bone-crushing hug. “What are the odds?”

“Apparently pretty good when you’re both friends with your favorite village uncle.” Henley stands to introduce herself, outstretching her hand to Gray. “Henley Hendrix. I’ve been listening to Case in Point since its inception.”

Henley Hendrix is tiny, measuring shorter than me at 5’5, and she’s petite. She’s one of the most beautiful celebrities I’ve ever seen up close. Most pictures are edited in some way, but she’s a knockout, indeed.

“This is Rhea. The woman who saved my life.” Gray pulls me forward with obvious pride.

“The woman who let you save your own life,” I correct, accepting hugs from both Kip and Henley as if this isn’t our first time meeting.

“Ooh, I like her already,” Henley says with approval. “Smart and beautiful. You’ve got good taste, Garrison.”

I bask under her approval for just a moment and allow a woman like her to boost me a little.

The evening is full of laughter as Kip recounts their latest tour days with four-year-old twin boys. The room smells of fresh coffee and Leslie’s French candles. Henley matches Kip’s energy, her laughter shining as brightly as the sun. Between clinking glasses and Leslie’s commentary on everything, the mood is warm and easy. This isn’t just a fun night. It’s more of a shared experience.

“So how did you and Leslie meet?” I ask during a brief lull in Kip’s story about a particularly disastrous show in Memphis.

“Prison,” Kip says with a completely straight face, then breaks into laughter at my expression. “I’m just fucking with you! We both have a soft spot for the unfortunate. I rescue horses from sex clubs, and he rescues… well, everyone.”

“I thought we weren’t talking about Jack anymore,” Leslie chides gently, though he’s clearly delighted by Kip’s irreverence over him.

“Jack is a good boy.” Kip glares in Leslie’s direction, challenging him to disagree.

“That fucking horse tried to mount me!” Leslie exclaims.

I don’t have the first clue what they’re talking about or whether the two jokers are even being serious. “Who’s Jack?”

“Oh! Let me catch you up, Suga Boo Boo,” Leslie says, before he shushes Kip’s attempt to answer my question. “Jack is the poor horse soul who was being victimized at a club known for certain vile acts, and Kip discovered him.” Leslie signs the cross. “Bless him, if it hadn’t been for Kip, that poor horse would’ve known such a cruel and unfortunate life and likely a worse ending.”

“Jack’s my emotional support horse,” Kip tacks on. “I rescued him from Miami, rode him down the streets with my best friend’s girlfriend, and took him to my hotel room, but an undisclosed snitch ratted us out. We had to relocate Jack until I could get him back to Macon.”

We’re all in stitches by the time the two finish telling the story together. Gray holds his sides like they hurt from laughing too much. “How in the hell did you get the horse in your hotel room?”

“Freight elevator, bruh.” Amusement dances in Kip’s eyes. “Anyway, Leslie and I met when he coordinated an event for the label we own in Atlanta several years back. He took one look at me and decided I was a hell of a specimen, and while he can’t have my body, he can have a friendship with me.”

Leslie bats his lashes in disbelief. “I never said you were one hell of a specimen. I believe the word I used to describe you was ‘lunatic’.”

“Leslie has a gift for seeing potential in people. He walked into our recording studio for the first time and saw everything it could become.” Gray shares a brief little backstory about how we befriended Leslie.

“Speaking of which, we’d love to see it tomorrow if you’re up for giving us a tour,” Henley directs her words to me.

Even after spending half the afternoon and evening with her, I still can’t believe I’m sitting around all casual-like, talking to Henley Hendrix like she isn’t a legend in the blues and rock worlds.

We all work together to help Leslie cook our dinner. I see Henley pause, smiling and intently dialing into Kip’s stories. Gray and Kip join in, and soon we’re all sharing stories and laughter as we prepare a meal. While we pass dishes, Gray gives me a look that quietly says, “Look how far we’ve come.” This small moment of working together shows the spirit of our village, where everyone helps, and even simple chores become a task to enjoy. Our village is more than a place. Dogwood Hollow is a community revolving around shared efforts and care. We’re surrounded by people who have chosen to be family, all connected by the land and the work we do together.

“Thank you for tonight, for this weekend, and for everything you’ve brought to our village,” I tell Leslie as Gray and I prepare to leave.

“Suga Boo Boo, this village saved me just as much as I’ve helped it. Sometimes the best thing you can do is find your people and love them as loudly as possible.”

Walking back to my apartment with Gray’s hand in mine, I think about Xavier’s words about taking care of ourselves first so we can take care of each other. For the first time in years, I feel like we’ve found that balance.

We’re not just surviving anymore. We’re thriving.

Looking ahead, I know new challenges and surprises will give us joy and make us stronger. The band tour brings new opportunities, but also time apart, which might be tough. We might expand the studio—exciting, but it is a little scary due to costs. There will be difficulties, but we’re ready to face whatever comes next together.

Shyness creeps in as I lean over and ask him, “Do you want to stay the night?”

A knowing grin spreads across his lips as he leans in and answers, “And wake up with you in my arms? Yeah, baby, I want nothing more right now.” Pressing a kiss on my lips, he lingers there for a long moment, searching my eyes and face. “I love you, Rhea.”

“I love you, too, Gray.”

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